83 Back To Recovery
So for the past few days I’ve been sitting in my resentments and feeling sorry for myself, and it hasn’t felt that good. It’s amazing how I always get exactly what I need in an AA meeting. Is that my Higher Power? I went to my coffee commitment at a women’s meeting I really love and we read step 5 in the twelve and twelve. And I had just come from the gym where I had acted like an absolute maniac in reaction to some poor little girl being a bitch to me. The alcoholic in me said, “You were just treated like crap. Don’t be a push over. Go back in there and give her a piece of your mind.” Well I did. I think I just needed to blow off a little steam on some innocent bystander. Sorry!
So Today I think I’m going to really do recovery. 12:15 meeting. Evening meeting. Weigh and measure my food. Say my prayers. Be a productive member of society again! No messing around!