Anorexia Has Ruined My Life!

Anorexia Has Ruined My Life!
Rebecca101 – 05/24/2010 – 10:30

Anorexia has ruined my life! Last year i went anorexic during the course of just 3 weeks, i lost a stone and my bmi was 17. something and my parents immedatly put me into hospital for a month and now i have therpy every once and a while. Before anorexia i was happy, outgoing, energetic in a fun crazy kind of way. Now everyone in my school is always talking about sex and is being all close together and touchy and having curves and all that. They are all so comfortable with their bodies, i am soo not!!! I hate wearing a bikini and so i miss out on all the fun talk about style and stuff. I am just NOT comfortable with it, okay i want to have some curves but now at my weight of 111lbs at 5 ft 8 I DO NOT want to gain weight!!!There has not been one day, one hour when i have Not continuasly thought of food, diets, other peoples bodies or anything like that. I NOW have no personality and i am extremely boring and annoying as i only think of myself. HELP ME how to i get rid of this thing. HELP ME BE NORMAL WHAT DO I DO!!!! I DONT WANT TO BE BORING, i DONT WANT TO SEE MY RIBS ANYMORE!! I WANT TO HAVE A LITTLE BIT OF CURVES BE MORE CONFINDENT SO I CAN FEEL KINDOF SEXY!!! HELP ME !!! PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! I am 14 by the way xoxox

Hi Rebecca, Sorry To Hear
karina – 05/25/2010 – 21:22

Hi Rebecca,

Sorry to hear about your story. I am writing a story about ED and I was wondering if you would be interested in talking to me about your situation. I understand if you dont feel comfortable no pressure. Hope everything works out for you. remember you as much as anyone else deserves your love and affection! 🙂

Karina

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Hi Rebbeca, I Can Completely
rezzy – 06/20/2010 – 08:35

Hi Rebbeca,
I can completely relate to you particularly about not being able to stop thinking about food. Just wanted to tell you that its OK, one day you’ll be fine and be happy with who you are but in order to beat your anorexia it would be a good idea to perhaps look for the cause and deal with this. Also maybe therapy would help and never eb afraid to tell anyone how you feel whether it be a close friend, a parent or teacher. Always remeber that you are enough and personally I find writing poems and short stories always helps me.
Once you beat your anorexia you will feel sexier and happy with your body and yourself, you’ll gain back your personality and enjoy life.

Hi Rebbeca, I Can Completely
rezzy – 06/20/2010 – 08:35

Hi Rebbeca,
I can completely relate to you particularly about not being able to stop thinking about food. Just wanted to tell you that its OK, one day you’ll be fine and be happy with who you are but in order to beat your anorexia it would be a good idea to perhaps look for the cause and deal with this. Also maybe therapy would help and never eb afraid to tell anyone how you feel whether it be a close friend, a parent or teacher. Always remeber that you are enough and personally I find writing poems and short stories always helps me.
Once you beat your anorexia you will feel sexier and happy with your body and yourself, you’ll gain back your personality and enjoy life.